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high SW: 265lbs CW: 234lbs GW:115lbs 23 minors dni ❀*ੈ𑁍༘⋆arianator ❀*ੈ𑁍༘⋆

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

weening back in to my restriction after 2 binge days this week🥲 starting with 1,200 calories for today. so frustrated with myself.

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

i’m such a fuck up🥲 binged out at a buffet and overly emotional bc it’s that
time for me. god no wonder i’m so fat😔

[robin 𐙚 @limbicangel]

it’s not even body dysmorphia im just disgusting looking

[deyna @swagatron02]

i genuinely need to be half of my current weight

[max! ˖ִ ִ࣪𖤐 (-13/25lbs) @maxcals666]

wanting to make friends but feeling like a weirdo when commenting 💔

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

@PRA2nd happy late birthday!!🫶

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

ugh, so 2 days ago i binged out and ate 2 big meals and 2 snacks and now im stuck at the same weight as i was before i binged 2 days after restricting again. i hate my stupid fucking chungus life.

[rae 🌸🦋 @raefordays]

yes i will give you ed tips actually! dont start doing anything unhealthy you dont already do. dont start vomiting don’t start using lax don’t start smoking cigarettes don’t fast for days on end. the best ed tip i can give anyone is don’t start with this shit. seek help now.

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

i lost again even after eating over my calorie limit

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

@miserymachine00 if you do talk to her about your suicidal thoughts, there is nothing she can do if you do not have an active plan. i hope things improve for you, i’m sorry you’re going through such a dark time:(

[Ray Mond @AmberRayz]

Me when I end up looking like a pig with every outfit I idealize

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

@PRA2nd tyyy!!

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

ate 1500 calories today why the fuck would i do this to myself?? now to attempt to fast for 2-3 days

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

literally my thoughts every time.

[Mimi ☆ edtwt (-1.9/11.6kg) @heftaaaaagg]

💀 #edtwt #edrtwt

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

@starvlite it was sooo good and really filling!😁

[♡ @thin_lilacs]

ended up eating earlier, but 250cal smoothie bowl!