why do ppl think having disordered eating means you hate food? like no idiot i liked it TOO much, this is how i got into this mess and why i have to fix it now
I keep urging her to go see a doctor maybe or a nutritionalist but she keeps saying sheโs not gonna eat anything and starve, idk what to do bc she keeps telling me itโs not working and sheโs miserable like WHAT DO I SAY
my best friend is freaking out saying she has no wl after only eating 1100 cals for two days.. keep in mind she was on antidepressants earlier this year and she gained 20 pounds and sheโs on birth control and super stressed all of the time
I think sheโs in a competition with me in her head because Iโm significantly smaller than her, but I just always have been- even naturally if iโm not in a relapse i have been smallโฆ idk how to navigate this she keeps calling herself degrading thingsโฆ
i hate the assumption that people who struggle with an ed are uneducated and don't know shit about health.
yes, i know its ruining my life and it causes irreversible damage, im not fucking stupid. stop mansplaining my own disorder to me.
#edrtwt