“slut era” i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past
my genuine face when i’ve just binged and i’ve gained weight and i’m fat and ugly and i’m scrolling tiktok and i see the most beautiful girl who is perfectly thin and gorgeous and i realize i can never be like her not ever and she will always be better than me in every way
the angry daughter. the unlovable, the backup friend. the over sensitive one, the mirrorball. the forgotten birthday. the least favourite child. but somehow the most needed. the burnout daughter.