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24 • non edtwt dni • tall • sw: 92kg • cw: 64kg • gw: skinny

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someone told me i look really healthy and that i look like im finally maintaining????) it would’ve been less painful shoot me point blank in the chest

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she’s always telling me how many steps she does and i’m now in a competition with her i fear (she doesn’t know)

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i’ve only been working here 2 months, no one knows i have an ed lmao. it has been lowk triggering talking about it

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co worker keeps asking my tops for weight loss, i fear i sound so disordered

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co worker keeps asking my tops for weight loss, i fear i sound so disordered

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wait this won’t make me bulky, right????????

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i just bought myself a weighted vest, this is the summer i stop being skinny fat

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@pjjmoonchildd real, i lost just over 20kg in 3-4months and since i have lost and gained the same 7kg. its driving me insane

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i just bought myself a weighted vest, this is the summer i stop being skinny fat

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happy 10 years of being mentally ill <333

Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary

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@somniumlunare icl i’m bmi 20 and i struggle to sometimes bc it’s lowk just hollow ???? not sure if that makes sense. have to hold my arm in a certain way

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at what point of recovery do you stop getting triggered when you slim people irl

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not ed related but my mum just said she thinks her marriage with my dad is over ha ha ha (i’m in my 20s, but it is still terrifying to think about)

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okay i have a packet of love hearts, that should get me home

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i’m home alone so went on a big walk, i’m the 30 minutes from home and i feel like im going to pass out ha ha

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if i got a weighted vest for my walks would i lose more weight? google says yes and no lmao

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@seaofd0ubts i’m bmi 21 and have a bit of a thigh gap!! but i am quite tall and have long legs so idk if that makes a difference

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why is my STOMACH GROWLING. EAT THE FAT. THATS FHE POINT.

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hospital scales said i gained 1.1kg, home scales say ive gained 0.2kg (i did a big wee when i got home) surely the different cannot be that big

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i think i might be getting discharged out of the ed service? i may have faked it till you make it too hard bc i do not feel stable at all

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@sk1nnylalalala @Ellafattyx find a show you really want to watch, walk on the spot while watching it. only watch the show while walking, you stop for a break pause the tv. that is the only thing that worked for me bc i get so anxious going outside by myself