yara

calories can't hurt me because they know I'm kind and pure of heart |
edtwt | bmi 16.0 |
pl/ger

[yara @thinszzn]

edtwt / shtwt moot hunting !!

used to be @starvng4yeonjun just made a new acc 🙏

- 19yrs old - decade long ed veteran
- she/her dancer
- bpd 🔥
- txt's and httyd's #1 fan
- I <3 chemistry

[yara @thinszzn]

I didn't eat yesterday 🥳🥳

[yara @thinszzn]

how to explain to my bf that eating food makes me actually want to kill myself

[yara @thinszzn]

I'm craving boiled eggs yum 😋😋

[yara @thinszzn]

ik I've gained a little from forced recov but if I don't weigh myself it's NOT real ❌ I am still 44kg I SWEAR

[yara @thinszzn]

I'm so BLOATED I hate being bloated so bad

[yara @thinszzn]

@obsoletenothing hihi

[yara @thinszzn]

I did acid w my bf yesterday and took these pics of our monster cans bc they're literally us

[yara @thinszzn]

gang should I fast today

[yara @thinszzn]

I HATE LYING TO HIM 😭

[yara @thinszzn]

faking recovery to my bf era 🔥💔

[yara @thinszzn]

faking recovery to my bf era 🔥💔

[yara @thinszzn]

going back and forth between pacing and having diarrhea while my bf is sleeping 🔥

[yara @thinszzn]

how to reach ur ugw of bmi 13 with a bf that's already crashing TF out that I'm bmi 16

[yara @thinszzn]

ik he means well and he's worried for me and he wants to help but how do I make him understand the thoughts behind the disorder when I myself hardly understand them

[yara @thinszzn]

bf is "forcing" me to eat at maintenance so now I have to burn even more cals than I already do 😭

[yara @thinszzn]

bf is "forcing" me to eat at maintenance so now I have to burn even more cals than I already do 😭

[yara @thinszzn]

I'm taking acid with my bf tomorrow I'm SCARED bc what if I start freaking ab my ED or I feel too weak or some shit

[yara @thinszzn]

would it be shitty if I kicked my bf out rn so I can be alone and play Minecraft bc I'm MISERABLE

[yara @thinszzn]

new antidepressants made my OCD way worse and made me relapse deep as hell into my ED but at least I can drag myself out the house (I am completely numb inside)

[yara @thinszzn]

edtwt would u consider this fast or slow weight loss

[yara @thinszzn]

bf is sleeping over today which means he's gonna wanna make food 😔😔💔💔