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cat and porridge enthusiast. recovering??

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I JUST WALKED 100,000 STEPS IN A SINGLE DAY

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i’m back home after 7 months meaning, i can finally have my normal safe foods again 🥹

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idk if i should laugh or cry

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i’ve been on edtwt for EIGHT YEARS today. can you believe that

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@Iwannabecarmen i did! thank you zoe <3

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i’m so hungry but i need to lose at least 4kg in the next 2 weeks (which is SO doable but seems impossible rn)

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@HOMICIDALKGS 🥲🤝🏻

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as bad as it is, i’m excited to be able to take lax again when i’m back home 🥲

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i want to lose weight in a sustainable way but i also need to lose a few kgs as quickly as possible

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doesn’t even have to be good!! neutral would do but wanting to hide from everyone and everything is not it

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I JUST WANT TO EAT NORMALLY AND HAVE A GOOD BODY IMAGE IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR

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i’m so self conscious about every part of my body, i cannot believe it’s been TWO YEARS since i was at my lw

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looking at pictures of myself at my lw makes me want to off myself, why did i RUIN IT

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i haven’t seen him in over a year and i’m so excited but i wish i could be only excited instead of excited and scared

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i’m seeing a friend again in about 2 weeks and i’m a lot heavier than the last time i saw him and it makes me so anxious (i know he couldn’t care less but ugh )

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i’ve had so much caffeine today i know it’ll be so hard to sleep but all i want to do is sleep so i don’t think about food 24/7

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also 3 weeks until i’m back home after travelling for over 6 months and i’m so exited but i also have to lose as much weight as possible in 3 weeks

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not only am i back at my HW, i’m also the worst mentally (ed wise) i’ve ever been

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i need the restricting mindset back, i can’t stay at this weight

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i’m so unbelievably fat, slobbish and ugly, i cannot believe people have to look at me every day