Painted with colorful shades,
Yet you poured out so much greys,
Validating events with scales?
These numbers aren't even real,
How can you heal this pain?
It takes years to restore this paint,
You just ruined the masterpiece,
All I want now is peace.
Go! Never come back.
There’s no one to blame,
Please don’t judge it,
I’m happy for the sudden flame,
It’s nice to see a similar flower,
Which I manifested the encounter.
We may have a different story to tell,
But I hope this isn’t a farewell.
I find it fascinating that we think the same
From music notes and exquisite poems
Coincidences or not
Let me know if I still part of the plot
Maybe note with a dot
Or maybe it can’t be shared
And you’re not prepared
I want you to stand like a sunflower
Absorb good energy all over
Are we in this stage already, No
You don’t know the other side of the coin.
Rushing is equals to sabotaging,
I apologized too much already,
Thinking am I the problem?
Blame everything it to mercury
This isn’t love anymore,
Anxiety is playing with you more,
Got punch at your core.
You expected so much from my words
I was so careless how I hold
Now I understand why doors are closed
I was burning red, it was gross
For that I look like a fucked up troll
There’s so much stories to unfold
This is why I can’t walk you home
I didn’t think “Over” will hurt someone
I can’t sleep with what I’ve done
Now it’s hard to chase your run.
When my words weren’t good as yours
“I’m used to it already” made me think
I am no different from everyone
Forgive me for being the wrong one.
I hurt you in a way I didn’t want to,
I was too comfy and insensitive too,
If I were those words, I’m sorry
Please allow me to know the story,
I want to understand your language,
All signs should be seen in every angles,
I want to be accountable as possible,
If it’s permissible.