nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live between “things will get better” and “i can’t handle this anymore.” your emotions swing constantly, leaving you feeling both hopeful and defeated in the same day.
Cried so much this year, I really hope I’m much happier next year. It’s one of the things I’m praying for. A joy that stays. A joy that’s not easily shaken.
Dari awal tahun, falling asleep was so hard i couldn’t even make up bedtime scenarios. Seneng bgt skrg i can finally be delusional again & daydreaming about fun little scenarios sebelum tidur. Progress😙