Happy new years. Last night i had a vivid dream about my ex who I want to hate more than anything in the world but my heart wont let go. Off to an awful start
So sleep helped but i still pretty much despise my current place in life. And feel like ive been working so hard to change it for nothing. I just wish someone would see ME. I don't think they'd regret it.
I'm trying so hard. Why is it so difficult? Why does it feel like im the only one having such a rough time(i know im not) i just want so much more and i cant get there. Please i just need something. From the universe from god i dont care but im desperate for a sign.
Point is i hate my life. And it feels like no matter what i do or how hard i try does it get better. Everyone has been telling me for years it does. And i watch it happen for all of them . And every time i feel like im getting there life comes slamming around the corner.
This is an account where no one will probably ever see this. But I'm just so over hurting and struggling. I can do so much on my own. And i like to think I don't need anymore but god i just wish someone would hold me and tell me so. Which just feels so pathetic.
@derek_champion @Hunter56121635 @MidtownATL@ATLDOT Lol fuck off idiot. Still not justification for them no longer properly doing their jobs. Whether or not your dumbass thinks killing ppl was justified (which it almost never is)
@Kitty404@MidtownATL@ATLDOT Atlanta is one of the most highly surveilled cities in the United States. We have police cameras everywhere. The police have a no-chase policy in the city. they think it's safer because they can track people via cameras. The police just don't do their jobs.