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[    ۟ @thornisley]

i set the table but i never eat.

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they don't make angels like me anymore.

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i take it, i take it all, i put under my shoe and walk down the street.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

you are so alone, and you know it. i can see it, they can hear it. how easily that loneliness has consumed you.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

so red , so beautiful , so alone.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

i live in this state of exhaustion, you know? im tired for yesterday, im tired today and im tired for tomorrow.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

the bliss of knowing you wasn't worth the despair of losing you.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

i don't want to start over again. i can't.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

biting you like candy.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

endless everything, it seems.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

so many people, so many lives. ive become something in between. something i don't even recognize.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

ill scream into nothingness and still hope you hear me.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

the stories of my scars won't leave you.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

i have enough ghosts to fill a house , enough tears to fill an ocean.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

i will die with another person's sadness in my hands.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

i am not to be idolized. truthfully , i am to be pitied.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

my life was ruined before i even knew my own name.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

you don't understand. i want to become more. i need to become more.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

im stained red, like the glass windows in a church.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

i will be so much more than your thoughts would allow me.

[    ۟ @thornisley]

in case you didn't believe it, life can get worse.