painfulthoughts.

my mind is my my worst enemy. PTSD, anxiety ,maj. depression, dissociative/conversion d/o.my dms are always open. I can’t help myself, but I will try 2 help u

[void. @LostlnSauce]

I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen.

[void. @LostlnSauce]

My parents don't know me at all, they probably think they do.

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

I just want to die. I wish I was lucky enough to get this coronavirus and die

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

@just_an_anomaly No hun you’re not because I’m hoping the same thing

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

Yea I’m ready to fucking lock myself away and never return. Hopefully we do have a national lock down

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

@lonely_sangram I’m not quarantined yet. But apparently they’re considering putting America on a national shut down. We will know within 48 hours

[۟ @ashalostinhell]

i’m very insecure. i always think someone’s not sure about dating me. i’m always thinking somebody lying to me. and i’m always thinking whoever i’m dating may be finding interest in another woman. so basically i’m an over thinker.

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

I am not doing good at all. That’s why I’ve been so absent so much... I’m really struggling with living. Idk how much longer I can hold on

[// @TrustlessAndSad]

I hate it seeing people happy
No, I don't have anything against it
I just know that I will never be as happy as them

[❤️‍🔥 @losingxhope]

i struggle with suicidal thoughts every single day and nobody knows about the extent of how much i've been thinking

[void. @LostlnSauce]

I can only think of inflicting pain to myself.

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

I just want someone to fucking shoot me. Or at least give me COVID-19 so I can die and not have people update with me for suicide

[Starve_me @me_starve]

Is it bad I want the coronavirus because it can have extreme weight loss?

[void. @LostlnSauce]

I really want to die, I feel so horrible

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

@banchockie I agree

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

That’s what I thought too until even I’m my sleep I’m triggered

[rico @somethinglovely]

i feel:
- empty
- lost
- pathetic
- sad
- like im never going to get my shit together
- emotions i dont know how to process
- ?????????????????????
- :/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/

[🫧 jade 🫧 @flyingawxy]

it’s so triggering seeing people around me losing weight 😓 my eating disorder is on overdrive recently

[painfulthoughts. @thoughtskill2]

@YungKruize It could be depression. I looked it up and agoraphobia popped up and depression but that’s it hun I’m sorry I couldn’t be much help 😩