I love sexting without the nudes. I love someone telling me what to do and exactly how I should be touching myself and guiding me through text as I make more spelling errors as I get lost in pleasure. Genuinely gets me dripping so much faster
I don’t know how to handle it all
I don’t know how to express all of the emotions I’m going through whilst also feeling so incredibly numb
I’m worried that when I’m happy, it’s just a plaster over a never ending wound
I’m sick of talking about it. I’m sick of ignoring it too.