yeah you know what its alright actually ill be fine. i forgive myself for being the laziest cunt on planet earth unable to do anything and failing time and time again and wasting everything people around me do for me. but i need to stop punishing myself to move forwardrightCOMEON
mc keonho seonghyeon so cute so pretty leeseo so pretty so pretty прям як лялечка господи такі гарнюненчкі такі хороші я не можу я не можу на них всіх дивитись without cheesing i have so much shit to do and worry about but seriously omg i cant do it i cant https://t.co/xeJYJTgdfK
sometimes im bored and i have a pen and paper in front of me so i just write down whole text of sleep patterns by merchant ships i have done it at least four times this month already
binged, didn’t do shit in any of my classes today and now im drunk watching marhoon lives just let me go at this point
also im returning to the dorms soon probably and im so sure im gonna relapse sh-wise as well as soon as i’m out of the parents’ house, can’t wait🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
theres a very fat man who lives a floor below. i often see him sitting on a bench with a can of beer and a cigarette listening to music through black wired headphones. i once noticed that hes listening to zhadan i sobaky. he always says hi when he sees me too. thats it thank u