Dr. Kababa

Medical Doctor • Producer • Writer • Mix Engineer

[Dr. Kababa @thumbsmusic]

@AurieMusiq
@iamragoi

Mixed and mastered by yours truly.

#aurientation

[青 @aoisora_zzz]

うつ病がひどくなると音楽を聴けなくなる。

[ミル🥺 @depression1203]

適応障害やうつ病などの精神疾患で休職したことのある人にしか分からないこととして「働けないことを精神科の主治医からは許されても、社会や世間からは許されない”埋まりようのない断絶”」がある。

[ro @www0ro]

todos los caminos llevan a drogarte para no suicidarte

[Sassington, M.C. @MissSassbox]

there will be no funeral for me. been to too many funerals and not one of them ever inspired me to desire ever having or planning one of my own.

I want simplicity and comfort in grief.. cremate me. get creative with my cremains. make some of me jewelry, use some more to plant a tree, and use the rest to scatter accordingly when my loved ones visit somewhere I would've loved. fire me in a bullet or mix me in with paint to hang up in the living room.

gather around a television, binge watch shows and movies I loved, impersonate me, and eat all the things I ate. make fun of me, cuss me out for not being here, and let me hear your laughs from the other side. let the spirit of me hover over you while you alternate between joy and grief, but allow me to fill your souls with an unexpected warmth and comfort. let me play with the energy or electronic wavelengths in the room to confirm my presence.

my soul is too big and too wild to be contained in a room with a schedule, a church, or a program. let my soul have the honor of watching those who loved me, find a way to keep my existence alive even though my body couldn't go anymore.

that is my wish.

[Flying fart @_flyingfart_]

"you should reach out to someone if your having suicidal thoughts" and say what exactly? "I wanna die please keep me from killing myself" I'm not gonna do that to my friends who I am already afraid to talk to let's be fr

[motorola @Moto]

That feeling when you hang up, and your razr says everything you didn’t.
Some are just discovering it. We’ve been making it even better.
Just wait for our next move. 👀

[Dede X 🩷 @msdede_x]

At some point, you get tired of saying you’re sad, so you just tell people you’re fine and keep it moving.

[ぱるたそ @goqd0rm]

うつ状態の希死念慮には、「生きたいのに、何かの拍子で危ない場所まで行ってしまいそうな日」と、「死にたいのに、死ぬために動く力すら残っていない日」がある。どちらが軽いとかではない。危なさの形が違うだけなんよな。

前者は、衝動が怖い。薬、刃物、線路、ベランダみたいなものから自分で距離を取らないと、本当に一瞬で持っていかれる。後者は、長い。布団の中でスマホを見て、風呂にも入れず、誰にも連絡できず、「死にたい」だけが頭に残ったまま何年も生きてしまう。

外から見て分かりやすく危ない人だけが危ないわけじゃない。泣いてない、暴れてない、仕事に行ってる、返信もしてる。でも頭の中では毎日「もう終わりでいい」が鳴っている人もいる。希死念慮は、行動があるかないかだけで測れない。生きているように見える人の中にも、ずっと非常ベルが鳴っている。

[b @hijadlalagrim4]

estamos en septiembre el año está perdido ya no vas a poder arreglar nada dedícate al alcoholismo

[umme habiba🎀 @uhabiba_x]

What doesn't kill you makes you
ghost all your friends,
lose your appetite, rot in bed all day, lose your academic potential, overthink everything at 3am, stop replying to people you actually love, lose interest in things you used to enjoy, feel tired even after doing nothing

[evil hatsune miku (irl) @hatsunh]

i made this forever ago and it still makes me sad

[🦋 @leftunsents]

i wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you.

[Kiraraxell @chipieslayqueen]

J'adore twitter plus tu veux mourir plus il te montre d'autre gens qui veulent mourir pour te dire que tu seras moins seul dans ta mort merci Elon Musk