did a 10 hour MOD shift last night bc literally half our staff called out and the ONLY things keeping me going are picking up my versace glasses and watching little house on the prairie with my husband today
rileyβs at a point where whenever i ask him what he wants as a gift for a holiday or event heβs just like βuhm?? to spend time with my wife??β and then we just discuss what we want to get for me lmao
started working full time over nights a week ago and i think i found the trick to cure my insomnia iβve NEVER had numerous days of 8hr unbroken sleep like this before and my husband says iβm out fucking cold the whole time
just what i fucking needed today to find out my new doctor gave me only two months worth of seroquel for a three month refill. nothing is fucking worth this effort anymore holy shit
my brains ability to stay awake for 40 hours despite taking my pills three times a day and actively laying down to try to sleep is⦠still astounding to me after over 15 years what the fuck
taking a trip to the auburn mall for the first time in my life bc i NEED the blackberry body spray all eyes on her at bath and body works thatβs being discontinued
trauma is so crazy my body canβt tell the difference between Good and Bad excitement so waiting for my ring feels more akin to a days long panic attack
started playing stardew valley with my girlfriend cause i thought it would be a cute thing for us to do together but it turns out she has over 400 hours logged and is running our farm like the navy
been getting back into makeup again and iβm convinced we fully perfected the art in 2016 those techniques are the only way i can get my shit to look good
been back at work for a month and so far i have- a pinched nerve in one shoulder, the hand of the other arm going numb with slight elevation, and rib pain that feels like a kidney infection
great
found a sub reddit for dollar tree beauty/skin products and itβs been amazing?? esp after finally getting back into makeup and skin during a fucking recession ( so smart of me)
insurance is confusing and being an adult is hard i have likeβ¦ a temp script of my primary medication, just enough to stop my withdrawal symptoms but not enough so that i donβt feel like iβm actually going crazy :) what a time to be alive
still also pissed off iβve been on meds since i was 12 and it took until ME asking the attending sitting in on my appointment abt seroquel at like 23 to find something that has finally worked
insurance is confusing and being an adult is hard i have likeβ¦ a temp script of my primary medication, just enough to stop my withdrawal symptoms but not enough so that i donβt feel like iβm actually going crazy :) what a time to be alive