you are lucky if the world doesn’t harden you. you are even luckier if you learn to break and heal in the same breath. sometimes roses grow from ashes out of volcanos. your life is still a miracle. celebrate that.
The biggest lesson our souls will all come to learn is that you can’t force alignment where there simply is none. You can try, but in time the Divine will ensure all our illusions crumble at the weight of its own misalignments.