This sounds FUCKED up but it has to be said! Sometimes you HAVE to throw the things you did for people back in their face because they will literally treat you like you never broke your back for them! I WAS THERE FOR you when the world was against you. I ROOTED for you.
let go. you will be okay. you’ve known for some time now, but anxiety, worry, and fear of loss keep you. and as long as those things keep you, the good which looks for you must weave through dense forestry to find you. let go and move forward. clear your path and allow ease.