Akerd

welcome to a mess of thoughts, who knows maybe we're alike

life has been a blur, don't you agree?

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I'd marry you with paper rings

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@limelitmidnight yessss that's all we need in life

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@limelitmidnight making the world your home? u probably can but it takes a free mind, a very free mind

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@limelitmidnight sometimes just lettings feeling out is all you need. reaction to feelings doesn't matter, u said what u had to

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i am not really interested in what you're doing, i'd like to know how you're thinking, what makes u smile, what makes u happy, what do u do when your mind is going crazy. all the what's and why's in the deeper sense.

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also I don't understand how people become robots for their jobs? like you really shouldn't listen to everything the boss says and follow every rule, it makes no sense. all they'll do is just add more and more things u should be doing, people have to start thinking and they don't

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i really lost my ability to listen to stupid conversations. I just simply distance my brain and go in my own world, I know that's not good, but them some people are boring and stupid

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@limelitmidnight exactly by next year i plan to go play in public places to earn money haha. cause this job isn't paying much

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anyway i ordered the keyboard. yes I know I don't make good financial decisions lately

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@limelitmidnight hmm yes actually u put it very well in words. putting it one person is like too much fate? idk u become follower to something and believing that it will save u just because u believe?

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funny thing. but the difference between me and some religious people is not so big, we both believe in something bigger, i just don't wanna centralize that into one person and call it God, idk if it makes sense? I mean in fact it's the same but idk

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@limelitmidnight yea true i guess it's okay, it's kinda weird when friendships/relationships end like we were good for some time and then not. It doesn't make sense

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@limelitmidnight ikrr haha it just makes no sense when u can just relax amd see everything clearly. just not panic

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@limelitmidnight yea it was a weird pop up in my brain reminding me

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I mean i don't even feel bad idk i feel numb i guess lol

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I am not sure what I want anymore. maybe just to feel fine?

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@limelitmidnight someone is filming us and making a movie

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@limelitmidnight Omgggg same. like for a few mins u feel like you understand reality with them and then again u go to wondering. idk it's confusing how different we can be and that repeat thing is kinda scary

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@limelitmidnight Hmm "me or the environment?" that's a good question. i guess both also, but still sometimes people really don't fit in, they just stay in places that make no sense to them
although idk how u find that environment that fits u, no idea

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@limelitmidnight Yesss haha trying to make some sense in mess and chaos wow we're so good at this.

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do things happen randomly just because, or do they always have a meaning and reason why?

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@limelitmidnight Ikr exactly that. lately i start to believe that inventing things is not so good, like why would u need to invent things in your head, just live? let it all be simple

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my tweets are me setting a question and me answering that question with more questions

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@limelitmidnight hahaha well probably it's worth it, but if it's made up then what even is that? Like why making something big, but only in our head that is big

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@limelitmidnight yea true. just having such approach in life changes things. i know we sometimes lose focus but we gotta know what's our beliefs

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@limelitmidnight exactly. it's actually so simple or at least simple in our minds haha