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daily thoughts

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Its been awhile, i miss writing so much

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

@louisbudi Iya cuyy

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Started in September 2019, This 1st project of a renvation for small canopy i tried a different ways to draw things in a way to shorten my imagination in a piece of paper,

It triggers communicating process, also a thing to achieved relation between the builders itself.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Phase by phase and a long conversation due to lack of information of hand drawings is one thing i tried to experiment.

So I can see what they do, how they do, and whats going on when it became complicated.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

I was sitting behind the desk, over the pass year,
Foresawing through pictures in a screen,

I started to think that this job is a complete bullshits, and still i felt the same now, live taking jobs, unstable business, unhealthy life.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

I always lack of confidences,
No matter how much i get, or chances that happen to be a Gift,

One day this 1 person give me things to make me challange myself, and everything changes,

Still i always low estimate about myself,
But...I didnt give up, i guess thats what important

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

"Great Power comes Great Responsibilities"

This stupid quotes was the only things that stupidly makes sense right now. This is just too much to overcome...

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

When people ask my religion :

I believe heaven could be the place where you stand right here and now, i think we should, or at least to give it a chance

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

If you pretend to be white ; the next thing is either you struggling maintaining people expecatation / they got dissapointed after knowing whats true

If you pretend to be black ; the only left around is so such few people, that accept you / just dont care about it

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

The problem is we put a layered of confidence infront of us, instead of being it. If is only an imagination, instead of reality, itll be so so fragile.

[Conscious Content @cci_wisdom]

The greatest prayer is patience.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

I thought the real world begins when i Graduated from this meaningless school,

But no, the real one begins when you start deciding how your next day and the other days ,supposed to be Yours to LIVE IT on your own RULES.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

What choices do we have?

When we look to deep inside, itll become less and probably nothing,

When you look around, and took a step away from whinning yourself, it is Countless.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

The freedom to set your own Time in life, is a gift.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Few people have consistency in action
Our mistake is to expect one human action that we think is consistency
People change, make mistakes, make negligence,

And maybe what was there before, changed

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Society is indeed so much interesting, this morning ive been working as field quality control in Bima Refurbishment project

The site still open cause its only facade replacement(not dangerous), and even though people are still coming up to gather and socializing

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Dont over value yourself to others, it is a dissapointment to know the reaction of the real world that bring also dissapointment to yourself,

Instead, giving them a glimpse of surprise in every single thing you create for a moment, will make them realize, but do it for your own

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Scratching the surface of Reality. Gives you so much to argue about how tough real life is, but the biggest mistake is when you put expectation higher to the things outside you.

And always encourage yourself, prove it, you are more than what they think !

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

Confidence is the greatest gift you can share to others and the greatest thing to have it bold inside you, share it,even train youself to know what it is to encourage youself and others.

Cause, thats all you need to bend the universe.

[timothy @timothyvittorio]

You need to know why, and fight for the reason to be exist, it is beautifull and ugly at the same time, to know what is it to be Real.

We were born to be full of flaws, but never to give up on that fact.