Back in full force because I wanted to be healthy but my healthy body is sexualized and I can’t take it anymore. I want to dress in cute girly clothes without feeling like I look like I’m trying to seduce someone. I hope starving to the max makes my butt and curves disappear
Update: I am recovering for good this time. Finally happy, no binging, and feel nice in my body for once. Not every day is easy but I am no longer miserable every day. Bye edtwt.
I’ve never been tiny in my life. As a child I was so tall I felt like a monster. I just want to be tiny and protected since no one thought I needed to be cared for because I was a big child. Not to mention I had a small younger sister who everyone fawned over.