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sw: 53.45kg | cw: 50.85kg | gw: 45kg | lowest ever: 43.7kg accidentally! | 🎀 minors dni

[fairy @tinycals96]

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[fairy @tinycals96]

✅ 52.0kg
☑️ 51.0kg ⬅️ next!
☑️ 50.0kg
☑️ 49.0kg
☑️ 48.0kg
☑️ 47.0kg

[fairy @tinycals96]

denied free thinspo 🥀

[GLISTEN @GLISTEN_J]

엥

[fairy @tinycals96]

just realised that starving with food in the cupboard is saving/hoarding joy for my future self!!!!

[fairy @tinycals96]

why can't my addictive personality get addicted to starving????? ffs

[fairy @tinycals96]

I want to lose weight on 3k cals a day.
I want to lose weight on 3k cals a day.
I want to lose weight on 3k cals a day.

[fairy @tinycals96]

I just want to eat all the time 😭 it's the only thing that stimulates me

[fairy @tinycals96]

I genuinely just want to starve to d34th. I have no reason to continue living on this planet that doesn't fit me. Society has crushed the spirit out of me 🥀

[miyawaki🦇 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪࣪ ִֶָ☾. @miyatsukori]

I wish I was just anorexic instead of whatever the fuck I have going on

[fairy @tinycals96]

bingeing all day is technically OMAD!

[fairy @tinycals96]

.... I am now eating over 2k constantly.

[fairy @tinycals96]

I don't even eat like a fat person (over 2k constantly) so I shouldn't be this fat 😭

[fairy @tinycals96]

I'm so tired of failing at losing weight

[fairy @tinycals96]

my sensory needs vs weight loss, the sensory needs always win

[fairy @tinycals96]

I'm chronically averagespo so I take my relative skinny for granted and when I want to binge I start calculating how much I can "risk" without gaining weight and this is why I am chronically averagespo, unable to lose weight, because I am always debating myself into binges

[fairy @tinycals96]

I'm chronically averagespo so I take my relative skinny for granted and when I want to binge I start calculating how much I can "risk" without gaining weight and this is why I am chronically averagespo, unable to lose weight, because I am always debating myself into binges

[fairy @tinycals96]

I just want to binge 💔 I want my fave foods

[fairy @tinycals96]

"you are just thirsty, not hungry"

no I'm pretty certain I definitely want to deep throat 10kg of fried chicken specifically, Penelope. I am definitely not feeling unbridled gustatory lust for plain water molecules.

[fairy @tinycals96]

I literally just want to eat food as my hobby 🥀 it's the only stimulating hobby 🥀 and it must be particular foods otherwise I'm not stimulated

[fairy @tinycals96]

😭 daily thought

[angel_wings🪽 @fawn_doegirl]

i wanna get an illness that makes me lose hella weight and makes it hard for me to gain

[fairy @tinycals96]

being a sensory seeker is cursed 💔 I always overeat because of my sensory needs

[fairy @tinycals96]

I wish I had my favourite binge food rn 😭

[fairy @tinycals96]

literally just wanna dye atp, I'm so tired of being alive

[fairy @tinycals96]

crying over my pointless life burns calories!

[fairy @tinycals96]

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