Or is that just fear
Paralysis by doubt
take it one day at a time
just gotta get through
when will it end?
when will i finally see?
that the one who caused the fatal collision
was me
//tw heavy mental health talk, car accident as metaphor
I wrote a thing. it's a pretty heavy poem but I wanted to write something down to get some thoughts out of my brain. read this only if you feel mentally OK. I might take this down later but for now I thought I'd share.
a myriad of emotions, driving me mad
yet so still lays the body
withering in place
no control of myself
just cowardice without grace
"there's still time to fix it"
a voice whispers from deep within
but you know it's all lies
a deeply entrenched sin
"you'll never make it out"
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can we continue forth
only time will tell
leaving our old lives behind
daring to face hell
visions of uncertainty
is this the world i saught to see?
so let me regain my composure
in this cold, cold world
only shapes remain, i take my leave
stop crying, all we can do is dream
the world could never be so sweet
life in colour
a grand and beautiful thing
life in colour
a smoking husk of what used to be.
distress signals are immense tells
that someone may be hurting
but you never know just when to stop
that sickly sweet fire from burning