i was waiting for a baggie
a powder bunny
i have a buddy i grew up with
he hooked it up for me
i'm helping in my own way
when i'm stuck in bed
a little more than a memory
sticks in my head
i think i need to go inpatient to a treatment facility whatever facility not for eds for something to be stablizef god i cant do this anymore i cant i cant i dont want to be alone all the timr anymore im.alwqys alone even when im with people i always feel so alone
i want to apologize to all my newer friends that i made for roping them into this. the majority of them, except for like 5 people, never even knew i was suicidal or had any mental issues. but a friend i've know for something like 6 years is coming over today,, she knows me rly +