Akasha

Canadian girl recovering from anorexia. Fighter who doesn't take shit from anyone including your mom . Small Town Girl & Runner . Mega Foxy Taken

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

There's a fat monster inside of me

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

I can't help but question the world and wonder if everything is a lie

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

I don't understand how anyone would ever like me . All of me.

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

No one should ever want this mess in their life .

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

There's a 20+ complete support group on kik for those struggling with #anorexia or need support . Some are in recovery , some are not .

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

Grandma dropped off food for me . :)

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

I wish my family would stop triggering me and actually want too recover with me so they would know how too help me !

[IM GOING CRAZzzY! @keep_shrinking]

Family is full of drama

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

But it also maybe could help ? Its got pros and con's . I've been too the psych ward but I never went inpatient at an ed clinic

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

I haven't yet solved it all out but I'm not gonna rush into it either cause I don't even think #inpatient would help .

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

I love you so much .
I don't know what my head is doing .
But it in no way lessens my love for you .
I love you !

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

@keep_shrinking the good old polar watch :)

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

@recoveryemily if my bmi was lower than I would get in faster and get better treatment : /

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

I don't have many choices but I have do have many choices and its my amazing girl friend that keeps me fighting

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

She won't help me battle this illness . She won't open her heart and her mind . She won't recover as well and recover with me

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

Today , I learned my mother doesn't love me more more than the world and her " god "

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

Considering #inpatient treatment for #anorexia but am I really all that bad and do I even deserve it and can I survive it ?

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

The hardest battle is saving yourself and admitting you need too be saved

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

http://t.co/m4MY2LGwH1

[Akasha @tinytownrunner]

@keep_shrinking @TheMonsterlnMe Fuck its literally perfection and its my chewy forever