DK

Harder to kill than I look. Survived out of spite, thriving out of audacity. Dark humor, questionable fictional men & increasingly expensive coping mechanisms.

[DK @tioxik]

Our brand new server reached its first cap in four days... Max players. I'm so proud of them.

[DK @tioxik]

On an absolutely real note - if you like GTA rp and FiveM, come check out the server my friends and I made for a WILD time... https://t.co/migJt5Fuzb #pyrp #projectyellow

[DK @tioxik]

He had healed me in so many ways.

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I really don't think people grasp what a massive deal it is to not have to drive home to a town that feels like prison, to a neighborhood that houses your abuser.

Freedom is magnificent.

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Still maintain that I dodged a nuke.

Anyway.

[DK @tioxik]

I will be forever grateful to the therapist that walked me through a year long journey of reframing "running away from my problems" as taking control back from a malignant, abusive narcissist. I feel like healing has just begun now in the fresh air.

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My little family. Welcome home, Willie

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Aww back to a private profile after you made it public and unblocked me just to make sure I could see you talk more shit about me, sweetheart? I'm flattered. It's actually romantic. Do I need to remind you that you have a gf you were fucking around on me with to pay attn to?

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I sign my new house today...I'm free ...but also heartbroken all over again.

[DK @tioxik]

The hardest thing I am struggling with is the intentional cruelty of it all. None of it is accidental. I loved with my entire heart and was repeatedly hidden away as if I was something to be ashamed of. 18 months later, you are still making me feel like I am and deserve nothing.

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I genuinely don't have any words for how disgusted I feel anymore, knowing everything I do is relayed to someone that broke me into a million pieces. And he's PROUD of it. Created a whole villain story about the woman who loved unconditionally, despite depression and cPTSD.

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Fuck it. Imma hard launch. This is Willie, and he's my baby after I move. He's from the same breeder that my soul pup, Wynnie, was from ..16 years later. He looks just like her and he's going to be spoiled rotten.

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Six more days until I am free from the house and the oppressive dark cloud of the life I was promised through lies. I need this. So much.

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Am I batshit insane for falling in love with a puppy that looks exactly like Wynnie? I lost her four years ago.

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It's always the bravest mother fuckers hiding behind private discord accounts. Hi sweetheart. How's life going? Aw...not good? I know things too. 💋

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If you think about me, I win.

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Also, an ADHD diagnosis in my late 30s was not on my bingo card but here we are.

[DK @tioxik]

Probably streaming tonight when I'm done with work. Maybe more 7 days or other stupid horror survival. Send me recommendations!

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Holy fuck. Stop. STALKING. me.

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I'm a Twitch affiliate guys, it's only taken ten years of mostly not streaming. But I'm having fun with it now.