i dont even know who i am anymore. to those who still think me a friend. thank you. i love you all. even those who have hurt me. we all deserve the air we breathe. i hope if you are lost and hurting that you find your way soon. take care friends and even those who hate me.
unfortunately i've been told, the identity crisis will likely never end.
i feel bad for people who knew me when i was younger because that kid is long gone. sometimes it feels like they never existed.
my experience with BDP has been quite the roller coaster. mostly bad, often extremely bad, and sometimes, every once in a while, i see a glimmer of who i used to be. of who i thought i was.
I'm alive and maybe back. Hopefully long term. I'm not really into drawing anymore. My wrists are too bad and relearning to draw with my arms has been hell. I finally found a job I can at least perform the bare minimum. I start soon. If I owe you art DM me so we can discuss. Ty
I'm sorry I can't really remember what I owe. The memory loss I've been dealing with since my head injury is very hard to work past. I'm not even myself anymore. I'm sorry. Truly. To those who miss who I used to be. To those I owe work or refunds to.
if I owe you anything DM me please. I'm probably gonna give up on Twitter soon because my therapist said I //need// to remove stressors from my life. Social media is just killing me. I just want to clear my bases however I can do I can leave.
I'm sorry I haven't been updating everyone. There's hardly any will to fight left in me. I will probably be sick like this forever and the government is still denying me help. I am unfortunately useless to stop the wave of debt I'm drowning in. I'm sorry I don't have good news.
I don't have a good enough connection to get most of Twitter to load. I will be unavailable for a bit. The below freezing weather has killed my power, water, and based on repair texts internet too.
Sorry for my inactivity. I'm very sick from the withdrawal symptoms of not having my meds. I'm stuck in bed for now.
I did hear back from both a gov assistance program and a loan company and I've been denied both. I don't really know what to do from here but let's hope the best
there's not a nice way to put this so I'll just say it my brain wants me dead and replying to DMs is really stressing me out so I'm sorry if I seem like I don't want to talk or am not quick to reply; it's not you, it's because I don't really want to be here anymore.
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⚠️⚠️ KITTEN NEEDS A HOME ⚠️⚠️
A few days ago my brother was outside and this little guy ran up to him. We're not sure where he came from but he's been fed before and he's rly good with people. He's very affectionate and just loves you ❤️
I did in fact develope serotonin syndrome. They're changing all my meds and I'm gonna be sick for a couple more days but I'll be back to the best I can be soon.
In the meantime here's a dwebble I met months ago bc I think about him sometimes