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Thread #jenselle #royalatte au recommendations 🐶🌙

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@ceciliaairelle eh tpi klo di my XL kan bagi kuota tuh konsepnya beliin kuota baru bukan kuota yg udah ada trus di bagi

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sumpritt gweh baru nge cek apk my XL setelah beli paketan di gopay eh ternyata gweh punya paketan cuyy bahkan sampe 100gb?!!!!!

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sumpah kok pak dalang sepi bajigur

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akhirnya beli mangga setelah ngidam lama bgttt

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@gyurincho13 coki coki

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MENANG YA ALLAH😭😭😭😭😭

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@gyurincho13 sumpritt ya gweh sampe gagal meju

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sumpritt tiap kali nonton Indonesia tanding bola pasti jantung gweh berdebar kenceng trus tangan dan kaki dingin bahkan sampe mual saking ikut deg deg an nya😭😭😭😭

[ega @fluoxetan]

gimana ya cara ngejelasin kalau kita tuh emotionally unavailable and easily socially overwhelmed karena sensory issues. gak ada niat gak menghargai atau nganggep orang gak penting. i just genuinely get exhausted from having to reply to chats, answer calls, maintain conversations, or meet up regularly, even when i look active online & free. belum lagi kalau lagi hyperfocused on something.

kadang capek juga sama standar “kalau peduli pasti bales”, “kalau sayang pasti nyempetin”, “kalau gak ngabarin berarti gak penting.” and this isn’t even exclusively about romance. pertemanan juga sering kayak gitu. padahal sama orang tua sendiri aja kadang gue butuh waktu buat bales chat wkwkwk yes im the distant daughter, makanya seringnya ditelpon karena kalau chat lama balesnya.

selama ini kita berusaha masking dan mengikuti standar social availability orang lain, tapi any meaningful relationship we have still can’t magically override our limitations. punya kepedulian sama orang lain gak ujug-ujug bikin social battery gue bertambah.

bahkan sama temen-temen yang gue genuinely enjoy being around, kadang dari awal gue udah bilang, “lagi males ngomong ya” then i just sit there with them, listen to them, watch them do their thing, and genuinely enjoy their company. i want your presence, i just dont always want interaction.
sering juga lagi overwhelmed tapi maksain ketemu orang-orang, malah tiba-tiba nangis karena saat itu kepala gue masih penuh mikirin final project wkwk makanya gabisa dadakan dan harus selalu mentally prepared dulu karena kita jadi gak “hadir” diajak ngomong aja zoning out😹😹😹

and romantic interests somehow feel even more pressuring. once someone starts expecting constant replies, calls, updates, attention, or access to my time, i immediately feel overwhelmed. especially when we’re barely anything yet. you’re not even my husband, why am i already being treated like i owe you constant availability? i really dont like men who act controlling or entitled to my time and attention. you’re still practically a stranger to me. and yes, i can be interested in someone, think he’s a genuinely good guy, and still not be comfortable giving him that much access to me.

interest does not automatically equal access. the moment i feel being demanded, it stresses me out and makes me anxious. merasa bisa mencapai milestone tapi maintainingnya gak tau.
i dont think i would survive lansekap romansa era modern bruh, kayaknya harus hidup di zaman 70an, ngabarin orang pakai surat nyampenya seminggu sekali😹😹😹

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gigi nyut nyut an alhasil jadi makin susah tidorr 😭😭😭

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@gyurincho13 kek nyeri dada gitu ga si? soale ak prnh sampe nyeri dada gegara telat makan pas lagi full kegiatan

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@gyurincho13 gakuat melihat fakta seterang enih😭😭😭👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻

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@gyurincho13 yh smsm 3nih adlh doa dri makhluk yg sudah ikhlas melepaskan dan mup on dri mas crush nya awokswokswoks

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@gyurincho13 jigurr kata gweh mah langsung lamar ajh wrwrwrwr

[aespa @aespa_official]

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@gyurincho13 udh melanjutkan ke destinasi selanjutnya alias ke kondangan di bondowoso

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enak bgt coyy ke Kodam bareng emak gweh alias tinggal berenti trus beli tanpa mikirin duit jajan abis awokswokswoks

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malesnya gweh klo diajak silaturahmi ke sodara2 emak bapakku ntuh pasti yg diomongin ntar klo nikah dpt suami gini, gitu, disana, disini dan bla bla bla

padahal gweh gamau nikah woyy👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻😭😭😭

[tejaaa @thenggara]

god pls protect my country, everyone & every living thing. keep us safe from disasters & from greedy people who keep taking more than they should. pls wake up the hearts of our leaders who've lost their way & remind them that this country isn't theirs to own, its ours to live in.