My accomplishment in 2025
- met someone new : 5
- agree to be in a relationship: 1
- realizing it's not going well : 5
- I'm still alive : β
That's it better luck next year ππ
I'm at the point of tired of confessing, now I just admire someone silently, kinda better this way i guess, no worries about being rejected and all that, it's not a sign of defeat noooo !!, its just i need a time to retreat π
Not in a relationship, not chasing anyone, just living at this point. Envious to others that have different fate ? Yess, but are you already made a move to change your current situation ? kinda, actually i dont think i do, idk ...
Starting to realize it's actually me who is the problem, a full egotistical guy wanting someone that is actually above my league expecting to be loved when i know for sure I won't get it, FML.
"well that means it's just you who don't want to change / or try to change the situation, because if you really wanted to, then you would definitely try, no matter the cost" a phrase from someone that im a friend with.
You don't have to say sorry about everything, you've made that decision, everybody has their needs and i understand that, it's best that you be better π.
Do you ever have the feeling that your heart skips a beat when you meet someone ?
Well i do, i wanted to feel it again but I'm afraid it will end like the last time.