The devil will humiliate and disgrace them based on their desperation for a breakthrough or healing.
A young lady carried a sacrifice on her head in the middle of night to drop at a junction in my street just beside a Hajia's house. The Hajia's security camera caught her clearly. Chairman of the estate was informed and the lady was called to carry her sacrifice in broad daylight. The shame was unbearable.
However, these are the things Christ gives freely plus contentment and godliness.
Desires need infrastructure. You can pray for softness, romance, beauty, leisure, travel, creativity—and still need a calendar, a budget, boundaries, discernment + a plan capable of holding them.
I’ve always considered myself a wise fool. I’m very aware, very observant, very intelligent and somehow still capable of doing the dumbest shit imaginable. Life is my art I guess.
The key to not jumping off a cliff is to remind yourself that your emotions will be different in a week, and to keep busy until then. And to stay away from cliffs.