throughout the year I'm crying bout being homesick & wanting to come home BUT this time I realised i miss the version of home I've made up in my head bc TF my house isn't home to me. I HATE IT HERE! id rather be lonely in my small studio in sum foreign country than be here
my therapist said i need to go to more cafés, treat myself to cheesecake and pursue my hobbies, bitch with some friends. I deserve to take 5 from life when it all feels like it's falling apart. I've been struggling mentally for the past few weeks. I love that I'm in therapy.
so... I tried something new, I auditioned for debate. It's out of my comfort zone, I'm not someone who does these, but everyone ik has told me to from my professors to comrades. This was my last chance to try out, so I did. I'm happy i did something new :)
small win for me this week.
just got my last module scores, and i got an average of 90s hehe, didnt think i did that well on my exams, but yay. I'm happy for me 💛🧿