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20 ~ bmi : fat 🍥 cw: 63.9kg • gw: 55kg

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in my binging phase 🙂‍↕️

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guys i’m actually so fat …
it feels fucking awful when i’m eating n the only person who isn’t is my v v skinny girlfriend.
it should be me.
i thought i had more self control
fasting tomo 🙏🏼

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i don’t own a mirror.
seriously i haven’t had a mirror or seen my body since jan & I’m not sure if that’s a good or bad thing.
i’m afraid to look at my body because what if i just go into shock because i just see myself as huge but also what if it motivates me to be skinnier ?

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i wish i was just naturally skinny and never thought about food or felt the need to eat . it could of been so simple 😒

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@delicatedolliex i’m scared my d cups will disappear if i lose weight but i still think they’re too big for my body type 💀💀💀

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@skinnyprinsess at least is was healthy …?

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@f4esk1n literally :( trying to be 60kg by the end of this month at the very least .. maybe i’ll get to my gw by my bday 🙏🏼

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@popkalss @f4esk1n i hate how real this is

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@f4esk1n sure ur body is my dream

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@digitalstar909 i wish i looked like this @ 66kg and i even weigh less… your secret ???

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@Very_LazyCookie dying on the inside

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@tiredbunnygirl yh it’s not easy but they choose to stay and threaten me into eating idk but she don’t deserve it

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@g0rebarbie i want ur back respectfully

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@ch3rrylovrr same

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u ever see a girl so pretty u never want to eat again

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being at a restaurant that doesnt list calories on the menu

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this should be fine nothing i haven’t done before - i need to drink more water anyway :P

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i feel like i overate yesterday/today so i’m gonna fast tomorrow .. trying to take it easy so wish me luck

i’ll be updating - let’s see how this goes

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@davierotzz girl… that’s not ur friend ??

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realising i’m averagespo is heart breaking. i deserve punishment for letting myself get so big 💆🏻‍♀️