lapis of shedtwt 💧

15
gross twitter degenerate
infj

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

@chronicbiomes no i lowkey just went home and binged and then cried but its okay

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

binged so bad yesterday i ate like almost 5k cals because i was disappointed i couldnt go to this bug expo i was hyped for im such a loser

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

why am i still sad when i have everything

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

thinking about how i was sobbing for help to the lady over the ipad in the er and she claimed i just wanted a vacation away from school and my parents

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

@willowissootuff 💭⭐️

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

i WILL lock in

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

@chronicbiomes thank you <3 i really appreciate it

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

kind of realizing that im just a faker and ive been faking ed and faking self harm and faking being mentally ill and everything is fake about me honestly

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

take me back to water breaks and burning insides, way back when we got high for the very first time

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

@2345_six_seven @shilohhasbirds @h8mmrs calling others retard but you dont even know how ocd works lol

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

@dickluvr2012 @nicoleflem0ty @ventMaxxing you do understand youre only igniting the flame saying this to them right

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

i wish i could abandon you but you stay present in my mind

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

i always liked hurting you

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

i need to tear off every bit of fat on my body and make sure that it never comes back

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

i wish you loved me like you shouldve

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

sometimes i wish it'd happen again because at least i wouldve wanted it or chose to want it

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

im just not sick enough, am i

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

what am i anymore

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

@willowissootuff "my court" is very clever

[lapis of shedtwt 💧 @tobeefranklin]

literally what do stable people even do