You need someone to talk to?
Talk to GOD like he's your best friend. When you see something amazing, even thou He sees it, quietly mention it to him. When youre walking home from work, tell him about your day. Tell him about your plans for the next day when youre lying in bed
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I was also a godfather of sorts for three years before I came out to contest election myself and lost.
I used to have significant influence over two voting blocs.
I narrated the full story under the chapter "A Demystified Godfather" in my memoir, A Mat of Roses (published 2022)