i hope the next girl you date treats you the same way you treated me, so maybe you’ll understand how i felt.
i wish i could forget you. i hope that you’re forever haunted by the fact that you hurt me like that and that you wake up and realize how fucked up you really are.
i’m the child out of the two of us
im the emotionally immature one
im the one who couldn’t handle affection
i’m the one who couldn’t face that i hurt someone
i’m the one who’s making fun of the person on the other end for their reaction to my actions
as if im responsible
is it immature of me to be ranting on twitter about this? maybe. but id rather be labeled immature by maybe one person who will recognize who im talking about and send it to your friends than relapse or kms bc of how much im still hurting months later.
i wish i never met you in the first place, then all the pain and suffering i endured bc of you would have never happened. and i bet you think the same of me bc of all that guilt that you couldn’t let yourself be loved by someone.
i could never be responsible for the feelings my actions cause
wait- that’s not me. that was you.
so glad i felt guilty over every moment in the relationship i thought i made you feel any negative feelings just for you to shove any emotional responsibility down
it’s so funny how everyone on hqtwt is crashing out about ship discourse (which is dumb don’t get me wrong) meanwhile im over here thinking about kiyoomi as the gta 6 girl
@kawaiikasper@PearlWrap ah yes a man with the machinery of woman can’t possible be a lesbian no no. you’re talking about it like other people are telling trans men they’re lesbians
@serraphice okay but… there’s a very big difference between a kid happening upon it vs it being sent to them. adults sending minors erotica or porn of any kind is creepy as fuck no matter how you phrase it.