el 🎀

🎀✨ edtwt | 24 | she/her | vegan | stoner ✨🎀 non-edtwt, minors, bigots dni & dnf pls and thanks 🇵🇸 free palestine 🇵🇸

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

told my mom i’m having a fucking breakdown so i’m not coming over for thanksgiving and she said, “okay, we’ll miss you” so i guess i won’t have to eat today at least

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i need to be hospitalized but tbh i think i would rather just go through with it because nobody will listen to me asking for help everyone tells me to get over it and on with life like everyone else so i don’t really have any other fucking choice

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i haven’t felt this low since i was a teenager and my 14 year old self would be laughing so fucking hard at me for believing it would get better only to want to die more than i ever did then

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i wish it wasn’t thanksgiving this week because how fucking rude would it be to k1ll mys3lf on thanksgiving

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i love how every every time i throw away my sharps because i have a few months clean and “i’m never gonna ¢ut myself again!!” a few months later i get soooo mad at past me. currently angry at past me

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

since i’m still a worthless piece of shit waste of space sober then what is the fucking point. i’m gonna kms anyways might as well have some fun first

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

maybe i should start drinking again

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i fucking dropped my fitbit in a dumpster yesterday i’m gonna kms 😭😭😭

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

today is a mental health day i’m still on my period and the world is ending i cannot do it anymore

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

@honeyrelapse i’m sorry i hope you’re okay :(

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

monthly check in lmao i hope you guys all had a great halloween!

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i just started my period and election day is tomorrow like could i be anymore unstable

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i’m so irritated rn omg

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

how many different ways do i have to say “i don’t want to go to a party tonight” before my fiancé stops asking me if i want to go to this party tonight

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

guess i’m going to a party. about to drink an energy drink at 8 pm because i guess i don’t need sleep as long as i socialize according to the way my partner thinks i should socialize

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

@0kcaldaydreams pumpkin snickerdoodles and i ate 10

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

i got stoned and made cookies and that was a mistake

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

@Masstif249098 ugh me too! i’m glad you’re doing okay :) i’m doing pretty alright too

[el 🎀 @tofucalz]

how are my beautiful moots doing today? i’m gonna try and be more active again cause i miss y’all 🫶🏻