actively avoided stalking my workmates' socials cos of my imposter syndrome, but FB ruined it. a random post showed up of the first guy I interacted with on our first day of work giving his graduation speech at UPD. Turns out he's the valedictorian.
even more horrified there's another person having the same name but more accomplished than me i thought my name was UNIQUE🥲
but i am more pogi tho mweheheh:)
coworker who looks younger than me said he has a WIFE and im unsure if i heard it right so i went incognito and googled his name but apparently he's that lowkey, less digital footprint, very private type of person so i couldnt verify BUT THEN
i got curious what if it was the other way around? what if it was MY name being googled by other ppl? so i tried it out and ive never been more horrified
pls prove me wrong pls prove me it's not all performative kasi im abt to go as low as to say di mo gwapa/o to do all that modelling stuff cos what in the delulu
couldn’t sleep the night before cos was so anxious abt it EVERYONE is smart and all were carrying big univ names dlsu, admu, up, and im the only one whos like from an unknown school
Muted all news and updates about my fav shows so i won’t have to go through agonizing months of waiting for it to be released and now i just randomly woke up and found out new seasons of atla and hotd r out and i have all the time in the world to watch them life is good