🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?)

🖤 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒕-𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 🌙 🖤 𝑨𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒆 🌙 I might be funny:

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

🧸HELLO!🧸

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im machi! a vtuber/facecam streamer✿

💝stop by ok? lets laugh til we cry💝

★ https://t.co/ngrpwPV3Y4★

(oh god pls dont flop) #VTuberUprising

[Croni 🍭🎀【VTUBER】 @necronival]

i don't hate the "mesmerizer-like" genre of vocaloid MVs... but i do wonder how we went from full-blown cinematic videos in the 2010s to just tiktok dances

[Ushio Ebi 🦐 @ushioebi]

My mom pays the phone bill. That's what caused all this. Her name overwrote mine across my entire account when I verified my phone number. But they can't change it back because that would be an "account transfer". Lol.
@TeamYouTube

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

but in the mean time i heres some cosplay pictures nobody asked for

most sane hololive fan

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

@kevinweird11 It’s been .. a year 😭

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

vent about streaming:

I have social anxiety about starting up again:( I’ve moved so i atleast gotta test my specs 😭😭😭😭😭

i’m so nervous .. idk what to do :(

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

@kevinweird11 hi there 🥲

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

mannnnn it’s like i wanna start streaming again but it’s been so fckin longggg

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

i remember when i streamed

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

proud father

[Anything Bot @anythingbott]

Death is at Billy's door..

[Vox Akuma 👹🧧NIJISANJI EN @Vox_Akuma]

(5/5) For those who do want to watch this though, thank you. I feel an immense weight being lifted even as I write this, knowing that the next stage of my life is about to begin. If you're on your own journey to a better mind, I'm happy to be on that road with you. ❤️

[Vox Akuma 👹🧧NIJISANJI EN @Vox_Akuma]

(1/?) My intentions in sharing my experiences have to do with my personal gripes with how difficult it can be to get help with more severe conditions; I feel that if I share my experience, I'll be able to encourage more of you to seek the help you need.

[Vox Akuma 👹🧧NIJISANJI EN @Vox_Akuma]

(4/?) HEAVY trigger warning for sufferers of mental illness who want to watch this stream, as I'll be delving into heavy topics and sharing some aspects of my life (not in full detail) that have been deeply traumatic. I'll absolutely understand if you want to skip this one.

[Vox Akuma 👹🧧NIJISANJI EN @Vox_Akuma]

So, here's the plan. We're not gonna be able to play Bloodborne tonight (for unrelated reasons and much to my dismay), but this comes as something of a silver lining. I'll be able to use that now empty day for the diagnosis talk, and so...

[Vox Akuma 👹🧧NIJISANJI EN @Vox_Akuma]

(3/?) Some people who follow me might either be unknowingly participating in mental health stigma, or may also be victims of it. Other parts of the world aren't as fortunate as to even have a system at all, and if I can make the smallest dent in that issue, I would do so happily.

[Vox Akuma 👹🧧NIJISANJI EN @Vox_Akuma]

(2/?) I'm also always at a loss for how mental health stigma is very much alive and well. I live in the UK where it isn't as much of a problem, and I still dealt with self-doubt and shame over whether I should even bother sharing what I've been going through.

[Vox Akuma 👹🧧NIJISANJI EN @Vox_Akuma]

so, I got diagnosed. at 9PM JST tonight, i'll be explaining what happened, how I feel, and hopefully sharing my experiences as someone who's been put through the mental health system for many years. More below: https://t.co/kSjR5ARdwx

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

so i forgot to stream 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

😌

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

@Ishh46 Thank you sm omi

[🌙「𝑴𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊」🖤l streamer mayb returning soon(?) @tomomachi__]

new payout is at 50 now for twitch?! nice i got my first one!!!!❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’ll be streaming tonight at 7!!!! Missed everyone!!!!❤️❤️❤️ 🖤