Well, a two years and a half passed. I couldnβt overcome myself... And started dating a new bf. Btw I didn't even try to find girlfriend. That's sad. The hardest thing is that I understand that I wonβt be able to be with him for the rest of my life.
Honestly, I don't really want this. I understand that I will want to find a gf and create a full-fledged family. It will be very painful for me to break up with him. Because of me. Because I love him
What a sad November in my life. Two weeks ago I broke up with my boyfriend. Because my parents didnβt appreciate the βjokeβ that I had a bf. There is a long and difficult path ahead to find a gf, I hope I will not remain lonely for the rest of my life