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I hope that nobody sees me the way I see myself

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i need me a girl that will kill me

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going out on a saturday sucks ass istg i'm barely functioning on monday

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my self worth depends entirely on the validation of others and i recieve absolutely none

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at work rn man i just wanna be on my #fone

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i forgot who i was and what i looked like for a while and i got put in my place real quick

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death genuinely sounds more appealing than wtf my life is

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i thought i was done with the isolation and self destruction but turns out i still have a lot of getting #worse to do

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i wish i could just never ever see another person again

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i deadass can't have a conversation with #anyone my social skills are fucked beyond repair

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idgaf about the future i NEED to change my past

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losing my fucking mind thinking about what my life could have been

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every time i get drunk i end up praying that i die in my sleep. i wonder what's up with that

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i don't think that i will ever be able to live a normal life and i'm not sure what to do about it #lol

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hey so you just did something that goes against the made up version of you i have in my head, please don't let it happen again 😅😅

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everybody at work acts like i like it and want to be there brodie i'm going to kill myself

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i gotta disconnect when they get too intimate

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i be outside looking like a fucking mess thinking all the hoes want me

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i haven't felt completely miserable for a week and idk if it's genuine or i'm just not conscious enough to feel that way

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i thought i just never found the right people but i guess i'm just asocial