I feel like I’m living my 17 y/o self’s dream… not eating, not drinking, living through an IV. Drip, drip, drip. Lots of pain meds. Weighing less and being allowed to.
@swanesque It’s so tricky that you’re ultimately being placed in the middle of this and out of your own love, you are trying your best to soothe the pain you can. You deserve peace too, in all of this.
@swanesque NorCal is beautiful To Me… Vermont would be incredible too. The Kenai Peninsula in the summer is genuinely like heaven on earth (by far the most beautiful place I’ve ever seen).
@wuhumiii@hottrashbabe A domme usually has a unique relationship with each client and specifically tailors her actions to the client’s desires. It’s not uncommon for subs to have a blackmail or exposure kink.
I’m used to denying myself comfort (hello, anorexia), so not smoking is no big hurdle. I’ve met this hunger and restlessness before. We are good friends.