when the ego wears off and i realize im still the same kid who bottles up their emotions and starts crying on a random friday night bc the silence was too loud
Utang na loob feels like a lifelong debt you’re forever tied to. You never really know if you’ve paid enough. I’m not proud that I feel this way toward sako mama pero grabe I do get hurt.
Not you cussing your provider. Hahaha. Usahay i-blame gyud nako akong sarili, basin tungod nako na messed up ang life sa akong mama. As an empath, I lose sleep kay sige kog overthink ana, pero karon nakaingon gyud ko sa akong self. I DIDN’T FUCKING CHOOSE TO BE HERE.
I never even said anything about you being the one getting fucking fat and relying on 💉diba? I could’ve said a lot jud, pero wala. I chose to be the supportive friend, to say Trust the process ra oy. OKAY? And now I’m the one getting fat-shamed?! Crazy
Okay, quick rant langs. NGANO MAN JUD NAAY TAO UNAWARE GHAPON NA RUDE NG MAG COMMENT OG SOMETHING ABOUT SAIMONG WEIGHT. Ho are u my doctor or what? live a little. God.