memory lost, susah fokus, rendah diri, skill bersosialisasi bener-bener menurun drastis, dan lu merasa punya luka yang selalu "menganga" di dada lu sampe lu terus-terusan mempertanyakan sebenernya gua kehilangan apa sih sampe bisa begini
seeing your age group having the best time of their lives while you’re at your lowest trying to figures things out - is another type of pain no one talks about.
Bahkan ketika gue udah ngerasa gue tuh ga depresi. Jarang sedih. Gada masalah apapun dalam hidup. Gue tetep gabisa kaya gue yang dulu.
Pinternya. Rajinnya. Hopefulnya. It will never be the same.
Ngerasa secured, tapi juga drowning at the same time. Mau cuci muka aja masi susah.
when im trying to sleep but i just remember and remember and remember and remember and remember and remember
and remember and remember and remember and remember
skrg aku tau kenapa kita dianjurin jam 10 malem udah harus tidur, karena kalau begadang sampe jam 2 pagi nnti penyakit “wondering was wrong with me and begging someone in my life” nya kumat
being sensitive is so embarrassing like how am i supposed to tell you I’m upset just because your energy felt a little off and it made me feel unwanted