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Mei | 23 | 🫧disordered journaling🫧

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my #edtwt intro˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

23 yo ⊹ she/her ⊹ 167 cm
✧｡ not new to edtwt ｡✧

hw: 68kg | cw: 56kg | gw: 49kg

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ to be #edrtwt moots (+18 only)

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Do you think you’d be happy in your current weight if you weren’t disordered?

All my friends are either my weight or higher and they’re all way happier than i am / enjoy food / enjoy social events without giving a single f about how they look

I wish I could do that

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10kg in six months is way beyond pathetic… wish I had locked in sooner.. I’d already be BMI 17 😭

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I swear not having a crush it’s so damn boring.

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@luisemvvv Didn’t binge so far!! Took a long shower, journaled and made some tea.. only a couple of hours before bed — I think I got this 🥹🌷🤍

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I’m scared I’m gonna binge.. been all day stopping myself but fuck..

Can it already be bed time pls😭

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@eternalbeca How did your first day back go bb?

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I feel so damn bloated.. need morning-skinny already

[claire @dietsliz]

i just want my upper arm to be the size of my wrist

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Didn’t binge ✌🏻

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I’m scared I’m gonna binge.. been all day stopping myself but fuck..

Can it already be bed time pls😭

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@chocopilates THANK YOU LOVEEE!! 😭🩷🫧

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OMG IM OUT OF THE FKING 20’S YAY!!!

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Automatically having a bad day as soon as I remember I’m still at BMI 20 🙂‍↕️

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700 is such a beautiful number I don’t wanna screw it up… I may walk on the treadmill and then sip some tea or smth

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I’m scared I’m gonna binge.. been all day stopping myself but fuck..

Can it already be bed time pls😭

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K, stopped raining. Time to rush outside for a smoke 🤍

[claire @dietsliz]

having breakfast makes me feel like the fattest person alive

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In desperate need to feel tiny wrapped in big manly arms.

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@ellashrinks_ Thank youu bb!! 🌷🩷

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Okay that second coffee def left me nauseous ugh

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Stormy mornings yes pls 🫧🤍

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@disorderella You got this queen!! 🌷🫧🤍

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Oh I definitely can. Give me a stressful week, I’ll show you