mmmmmm β¦ something like that, yes.
( the high arc of their hair catches the light, red and blue plating flashing brilliantly. they smile, bright and confident. )
iβm called electra, though you certainly could do to ask more politely β¦ itβs nice to say things like β please. β
( it takes electra a moment to consider it, but then β they nod, and their face softens. )
of course ! you know iβm always happy to have you at my side.
( a part of them thinks that if krupp wanted to stay close to them, he shouldnβt have run off when heβd been put on (+)
i would prefer to stay close by you. if that is acceptable.
( yeah. he is still distant and upset, and likely will be for a while because he just .. doesnβt know how to navigate feelings like that. itβs going to sit with him for quite some time. but still, he feels that need β
( they falter, for a moment β this is still wrong, krupp is still distant and upset β but they canβt help but cling to the normalcy of how theyβd used to act with him. before all β¦ this. )
an assignment ? well β¦ i suppose you could go around the yard, see if anything is amiss.
( and just like that, electra's mood is improved! they smile, delighted, as though nothing had ever happened. this is Fine. )
oh, wonderful ! good !! you're so good for me. my darling krupp.
( krupp nods. it would be easier, electra is right. )
yes. that would be β¦ yes.
( but electra had fired him, electra had cast him aside. and krupp finds himself struggling to go back to his role without holding on to electraβs betrayal. )
we can. try.
( itβs hard to be angry with krupp, when heβs using words like love. )
i donβt think you would lie to me, krupp. i donβt think you could.
( electra sighs. they run a hand against the arc of their hair, static sparking at their fingertips. itβs a nervous, fidgety motion. )
(+)
β¦ yes. this is true.
( mm. that stings. perhaps krupp deserves it, perhaps not. )
you are being unkind, electra. everything is about you, and here you are β throwing a fit about it .α i do not understand you. my job is to keep you safe. love was never part of the β
(+) only care about what you think your job is, and if you think itβs your job to make me happy, to loveβ
( they cut their words off, electricity sparking across their frame. )
but you * were * programmed to want to please me, werenβt you ? that what you always say !
( aaaaand there goes their restraint. their voice goes all flat, mocking krupp. )
β anything for you, electra. whatever makes you happy, electra. β you donβt think for yourself ! you (+)
i was not programmed to love. i was made to protect. to defend. i was not designed with love in mind.
and yet.
( krupp shrugs. heβs way out of his comfort zone, being vulnerable like this. )
why else would it hurt to be fired .α£ i do not like to be anywhere but by your β
no. it is β¦ more than that. this goes beyond programming.
( krupp is frustrated, not only because electra is being a jerk, but also because he canβt seem to find the words to explain the frustratingly complex nature of his feelings. )
because youβre programmed to, yes, iβm aware.
( unfortunately for krupp, electra is capable of incredible levels of bitchiness. especially when their feelings are hurt. )
( it feels * good, * hearing that, and then just as soon as it feels good it feels awfully, incredibly bad. )
is that all you care about ? doing your job ?
( krupp very much is still upset. very. but. electra β¦. he misses them. he needs to be around them. )
β¦ i.
( he stops. why give electra the leverage of knowing how he feels .α£ )
it is my job to protect you, even if i am upset with you.