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18! virtual diary of a professional diva 🦢

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SHUT UPPPPPPP, CAUSE NOW I HAVE TO GO OVER 30 HOURS

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@battystruggles WHAT FLAVOR ARE THOSE CLIO BARS??? IS IT MINT OMGGG I LOVE MINT

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@corstiafat You’re so cute I love you

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Ugh, I just wish eternal happiness for everyone on edtwt, like nobody should have to worry about their weight like we do 💔
It’s such a struggle because it’s like- we NEED food to live 🙁

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Wait I think my anti anxiety/ depressants are making me not have an appetite- LETS GOOOO

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I feel so happy omg?? Wow is this what life is like for normal people- like maybe life DOESNT suck omg

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Being mentally ill is expensive wtf, anyway, let’s hope I’m happier and I can be able to sleep!!! CHEERS

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@Jazmynn33 Exactly why I can’t do it 💔, I already don’t want to go when I’m fed, definitely won’t want to go when I’m malnourished LMAO

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Sometimes I forget that I don’t HAVE to do anything!

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WHICH IS WHY I THINK I CANT LOSE WEIGHT BECUASE IM SO STRESSED ALL OF THE TIME

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My face is so puffy all of the time & it’s not even funny. I don’t even think that it’s what I’m eating, i genuinely think it’s like stress or anxiety induced, like having high cortisol levels

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I’m ngl, I’m not eating a meal over 800 calories. I genuinely feel like 800-900 is really
pushing it and one single meal over 1k cals is wild

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@R0tt1ng_Wh0re It’s actually scary like wtf

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@Jazmynn33 LITERALLYYYYUH

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Ok guys, I’m not sad anymore, YAYYY

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@battystruggles The plate is SO cute!!

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@wienershitzel YAS QUEEN, congrats my love & good luck on the next chapter 🫰

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I think I’m going to get myself a pizza for dinner, rationale:
1. I deserve it for getting the RA job
2. I FINALLY went to the gym & did cycling classes this week
3. I’ve been craving this pizza for months!
Cons: I’m going to eat it by myself 🫩

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@mtndew0kitty I LOVE SUSHIIII

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Anywho, going to try to do some kind of physical activity everyday this week yayyy

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My problem is that when I’m sad- I either want to eat everything or spend all of my money to make myself “happy” again