there's something interesting about being a beginner again.
you can spend years getting comfortable with what you know, only to realise that the next version of you requires being terrible at something new.
like here i am, learning devops, breaking things, fixing them, questioning my career choices occasionally, and starting all over again.
turns out, growth isn't always something glamourous.
studying devops & infra, but my true talent lies in design and digital art.
turns out i enjoy solving problems just as much as i enjoy making things look good. a little bit of logic, a little bit of creativity. alot of personal taste. kinda love that about myself.