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/ˈmaɪkə/ (he/they) 🏳️‍⚧️ 💉18/10/21 - | ☉Virgo ☾Pisces ↑Libra | here is where i overshare |

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

just a reminder: we dont know when will be our last time seeing or even hearing from someone, dont take it for granted the time we have now, in the moment.

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

i want to die

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

i dont think i have any reason to stay

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

maybe when im gone, then i’ll be appreciated? :/

[M ⌖ ÆON @YUNGSADISTlC]

and for my next trick, I will persevere out of pure fucking spite.

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

tired of trying

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

idk if i want to live anymore tbh

[fluttershy @hwrtyed]

i need to repeatedly slam my head against a fucking wall

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

i shouldnt have came back i guess

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

how do i tell someone theyve got some growing up to do without hurting their feelings?

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

i just want to be okay

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

why is it always okay for people to treat me a certain way and not okay if i treat them the way they treated me

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

if i had better finances and my gf were to tag along on my move to melb, i probably wouldve stayed longer, if not, forever.

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

i miss being in my own space in melb… i love my family and friends in sg but i really like the freedom and rest i had in melbourne ): i know i was happier there.

[ava @gutsforlife]

being the wokest person in your family really does raise your cortisol levels

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

im not strong enough for this life

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

ive always been the problem, with how my mind works and how my heart cares

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

cant believe im leaving in 2 weeks ):

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

and i guess some people are just the way they are because they were never taught or exposed to some things growing up and i can only try to understand their ways, but i just hope theyd try to understand mine too

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

sometimes when trying not to hurt someone you just end up hurting yourself

[🚗💨 @trashedmycar]

idk why i have this tremendous feeling of sadness in my chest, it hurts and its heavy but i really can’t seem to know the reason to it and its frustrating