ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ

Diary 📖 - 20 | he/him

CPTSD, BPD, BED, Anxiety, depression. Recovered clepto.

Pro recovery.

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

When i was younger i'd constantly day dream ahout commiting crimes (murder) so i'd be in jail and wouldnt have to work because i was so afraid of social interactions and every day being the same. I lost this fear 1.5 years ago.

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

@Luumfy God these are so deep is that your upper arm?

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

FAKE SFX MAKEUP

Throwback to when i ✂️ at my hand and no one noticed for several days

#shrtwt #shedrtwt #slitttwt

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

Didnt know your scars never faded under your dermis. I now wanna skin myself to see what i look like

[Prettyperfume @prettyperfum3]

How I feel no matter how hard I try to fit in:

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

I envy people whose parents dont love them. If i kms i'll make my family miserable

[ryu @str6kics]

everything just feels like this

[mizi | MDNF @z0mbmizi]

how it feels to have rapid moodswings

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

FAKE SFX MAKEUP 🧟‍♂️
From A year ago-ish

#shrtwt #shedrtwt #slitttwt

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

@chrrypied7 Hi!! I need friends swell

[jacobslop @rickprimeslop]

black mold

[ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ @trashincorner]

@Nathan_is_lost What the hell how do you make them so wide/deep?? Mine close up as soon as i stop pulling on the skin

[╋━ @suicid4lyaoi]

taking a shower with fresh cuts

[ruirui @ruicide988]

“you have ur whole life ahead of you” NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭