I really did try, but competing today has unfortunately reinforced my decision to make this my last Ultimate tournament. My heart just just isn't in this anymore. I tried everything I could over the last 1.5 years to change how I feel and nothing has worked.
I still love Ultimate casually though, and want to keep making content for it, but competitively I'm definitely going to try getting really good at SF6, and maybe some other games too. I promise to come back and try my hardest in Smash 6 because I'm excited to try and go crazy in Smash again whenever that inevitably happens.