I finally feel mentally stable for the first time in years. Like Iโm genuinely happy. Not depressed or happy from hypo mania. This shits so fucking sweet.
The way I gotta keep telling Rora and Jay to stop it Iโm trying to work๐ญ itโs gonna be a long day and on top of that outlook isnโt trying to load so I canโt do half my work on my laptop๐๐ itโs a great day back to work.
I hate the numb feeling that comes with loss like I was in such a good mental space and now I literally have no motivation for anything I wanna do. And work ? I just donโt wanna go to these classes.
I really canโt believe Iโve lost so many uncles in what seems like the shortest amount of time. Like time is such a thief and this one cut deep ๐ญ
I get so tired of Isiah telling Rora heโs gonna call her and then never calls her like bro just donโt say it and just say bye . Like you canโt even pick up the phone to call ya kid ? Pathetic ๐ซ